Thank you for sharing your stories. So many of us go through the same thing. I’ve lost 120lbs and I still need 90lbs more to go. I have a long journey and sometimes things get really hard for me. I suffer from depression also. I notice when I take my vitamins regularly I feel a lil better. I tried Cannabis oil also here in Nevada it’s legal. I buy the Cannabis with 27% THC I feel you need something much stronger. I believe in January Cannabis will be legal in California. I wish you the best in your journey again thank you for sharing and being so honest. Sometimes I feel like I’m the only one deal with depression but when I see your videos it’s so helpful in a way I feel I’m not alone. It helps me continue my fight. Thank you Nirvana you are an amazing person I know you will get through your struggles. You are a fighter. Have a beautiful day.
Hi Hun, I'm feeling down too, I think it's the time of year. That CBD oil is not strong enough, please go to Sava.com search under Depression, you purchase products online and they deliver it to you in 1-2 days, don't even have to leave the house. I found a good oil that seems to be helping me so far. You will need a card, go to hellomd.com, it's not expensive and it's easy, takes 15 minutes. Hope you feel better soon (hugs)
Woman… your person just moved across the world. Almost anyone would be depressed and have a hard time about it – especially around the holidays. Give yourself time to adjust before you stress about being better.
Hope you start feeling more up. I love your videos and know the awful effects of bipolar depression. Know you have my support and positive thoughts are on your way.
I feel you on dealing with some depression in December. I lost both my parents in the month of December. The new year always seems to help me get back into the swing of things… I hope that now that you are living close to where I am we are able to meet up again sometime.
Hate to see you down! You don't bring me down at all just wish I could bring you up or make you smile! Great to hear from you and hope things start to look up for you! Keep your head held high and always remember your amazing and such a beautiful person inside and out!¡! Smile 😊 send you love!!! 💋💋💋
I think you're sad because it was a holiday weekend without your Matthew. Please try to find a heated therapy pool to use that won't hurt you as much. Keep busy, do crafts, walk a little, unpack and move as much as you can without hurting yourself. My sister died from breast cancer at 42. She lived Thanksgiving. This is normally a tough time of year for me. This year was good. I was sad last week, but kept busy. I empathize with you and your pain. Do something nice for yourself. Do your nails, just keep moving and keep busy. We're here for you. Much love 💟🎆🙂
((Hugs)) to you, Nirvana! I hope you feel better soon. It's wonderful that you can stay connected with Matthew and that he's there for you regardless of the distance between you. Hang in there and remember we're always here for you, too!
Sweet sweet Nirvana, first off you need to get out of that dark dreary room. I always feel more depressed in a dark room, makes me feel like I'm sitting in a morgue..lol…well I have shitty news too…my heart doctor who KNOWS I am suffering from agoraphobia got pissed I cancelled my appointment and he called my pharmacy and took away all my refills on my heart meds. This was the 3rd time I missed but you don't leave a heart patient with 0 meds…at least leave 30 days until I can find someone else. The pharmacy said he said I need to call and make an appointment…yep Nirvana, I'll jump right on that call to a doctor who could give a shit whether I have a heart attack or not. So you and I feel crappie together. My love and support are with you…always! 💟💟💟
I love my CBD oil . Hempworx is the best ! It is the purest we have peppermint . Took me five days to feel a difference with pain and mood . Hope it works for you ! My depression gets bad too love . I am 4 weeks out RNY tomorrow ! Love all your videos 🙂
Please don't apologize for being sad and depressed. You're sharing REAL life with all of us. AND you're showing us how to carry on and keep plugging away despite your feelings. That's a great help for so many of us, to know it's OK to be depressed, have down times and keep connecting with others anyway. Thank you, Nirvana, for all you share. And, as so many have already commented, boring, you are not. Sending much love xoxo
Please don't apologize for being sad and depressed. You're sharing REAL life with all of us. AND you're showing us how to carry on and keep plugging away despite your feelings. That's a great help for so many of us, to know it's OK to be depressed, have down times and keep connecting with others anyway. Thank you, Nirvana, for all you share. And, as so many have already commented, boring, you are not. Sending much love xoxo
You are never boring! You are very brave to let everyone see the real you. Your honesty is so refreshing. we live in a world where people use social media to make there lives look amazing and that is fake. In the real world people battle depression and go through hardships.
Keep your chin up! Most of as have felt this at one time or lot lol. This is my time each year also. I was told with my PTSD that your body remember the trauma so I have to just push through a lot seasons. Sending you lots of love and prayers.
I’m looking forward to spending Dec. with you. I’m not a big December fan, either. I just tolerate it. And I did not have many carbs on Thanksgiving. Just saying. Bad feeling pass, that’s a good thing. 😘
Im new to your channel. The first video i watched you talked about my fav topic SEX!!! Hahah I have to say i love you. You are sweet down to earth beautiful lady! You tell it like you see it and i love it! I can so relate to the depression part of life. I just have to keep my chins up and breath. At least that way i can say im still breathing. Hahaha i will keep you in my thoughts.
I am proud of you Nirvana! Its not easy im sure to make videos while feeling this way. Keep pushin to make these kinda videos. I think it truely helps others know that this can be so normal. And thats ok. Ive been wanting to tell you of how proud i am of myself for how i ate during thanksgiving! The reason i want to share this with you is because you inspire me EVERYDAY! i have never taking any "diet" serious until i started watching you. I want to thank you from the bottem of my heart. I filled myself with only turkey and afterwards i had a big slice of sugar free pumkin pie. Never in a million years would i had thought i had the self control. But you know what it never felt like i was going without. Hope to see your beautiful amazing face soon. 🤗😙❤
When I'm feeling really low, I brainstorm and write whatever pops in my head. Doesn't matter if I squirrel it as long as I'm writing something down even if it's jibberish. Then I read it and burn it. It helps me to let go of a few bad thoughts at a time. I wish I was there Id give you a hug. You looked like you needed one. This too shall pass Nirvana. You will get your mojo back. Until then feel free to talk about how you feel don't worry about the haters,this is real and if they don't like it they can go to another channel right? You need this outlet gurl so use it. Love ya and hugs.
Sweetie you have so much change that is going on its going to depress you… Take your deep breaths and just do you boo!!! Love you from one Bipolar to another 😘😘
stop apologising nirvana we still love you hope Mathew is coping without you I'm sure he's fine and you are coping too "slowly"
Thank you for sharing your stories. So many of us go through the same thing. I’ve lost 120lbs and I still need 90lbs more to go. I have a long journey and sometimes things get really hard for me. I suffer from depression also. I notice when I take my vitamins regularly I feel a lil better. I tried Cannabis oil also here in Nevada it’s legal. I buy the Cannabis with 27% THC I feel you need something much stronger. I believe in January Cannabis will be legal in California. I wish you the best in your journey again thank you for sharing and being so honest. Sometimes I feel like I’m the only one deal with depression but when I see your videos it’s so helpful in a way I feel I’m not alone. It helps me continue my fight. Thank you Nirvana you are an amazing person I know you will get through your struggles. You are a fighter. Have a beautiful day.
Would like an update on your cbd – how often are you using and how is it helping you
I'm super excited for your December vids!!!
Hi Hun, I'm feeling down too, I think it's the time of year. That CBD oil is not strong enough, please go to Sava.com search under Depression, you purchase products online and they deliver it to you in 1-2 days, don't even have to leave the house. I found a good oil that seems to be helping me so far. You will need a card, go to hellomd.com, it's not expensive and it's easy, takes 15 minutes. Hope you feel better soon (hugs)
I need your address, mglickler@hotmail.com
Lots of hugs heading your way!
Can I send you some happy mail?
Hang in there! I am always more emotional around Christmas time too ! December sucks!
Woman… your person just moved across the world. Almost anyone would be depressed and have a hard time about it – especially around the holidays. Give yourself time to adjust before you stress about being better.
Hope you start feeling more up. I love your videos and know the awful effects of bipolar depression. Know you have my support and positive thoughts are on your way.
I feel you on dealing with some depression in December. I lost both my parents in the month of December. The new year always seems to help me get back into the swing of things… I hope that now that you are living close to where I am we are able to meet up again sometime.
I'm keeping both of you in my thoughts and prayers.
Hate to see you down! You don't bring me down at all just wish I could bring you up or make you smile! Great to hear from you and hope things start to look up for you! Keep your head held high and always remember your amazing and such a beautiful person inside and out!¡! Smile 😊 send you love!!! 💋💋💋
I think you're sad because it was a holiday weekend without your Matthew. Please try to find a heated therapy pool to use that won't hurt you as much. Keep busy, do crafts, walk a little, unpack and move as much as you can without hurting yourself. My sister died from breast cancer at 42. She lived Thanksgiving. This is normally a tough time of year for me. This year was good. I was sad last week, but kept busy. I empathize with you and your pain. Do something nice for yourself. Do your nails, just keep moving and keep busy. We're here for you. Much love 💟🎆🙂
((Hugs)) to you, Nirvana! I hope you feel better soon. It's wonderful that you can stay connected with Matthew and that he's there for you regardless of the distance between you. Hang in there and remember we're always here for you, too!
Sweet sweet Nirvana, first off you need to get out of that dark dreary room. I always feel more depressed in a dark room, makes me feel like I'm sitting in a morgue..lol…well I have shitty news too…my heart doctor who KNOWS I am suffering from agoraphobia got pissed I cancelled my appointment and he called my pharmacy and took away all my refills on my heart meds. This was the 3rd time I missed but you don't leave a heart patient with 0 meds…at least leave 30 days until I can find someone else. The pharmacy said he said I need to call and make an appointment…yep Nirvana, I'll jump right on that call to a doctor who could give a shit whether I have a heart attack or not. So you and I feel crappie together. My love and support are with you…always! 💟💟💟
I love my CBD oil . Hempworx is the best ! It is the purest we have peppermint . Took me five days to feel a difference with pain and mood . Hope it works for you ! My depression gets bad too love . I am 4 weeks out RNY tomorrow ! Love all your videos 🙂
Please don't apologize for being sad and depressed. You're sharing REAL life with all of us. AND you're showing us how to carry on and keep plugging away despite your feelings. That's a great help for so many of us, to know it's OK to be depressed, have down times and keep connecting with others anyway. Thank you, Nirvana, for all you share. And, as so many have already commented, boring, you are not. Sending much love xoxo
Please don't apologize for being sad and depressed. You're sharing REAL life with all of us. AND you're showing us how to carry on and keep plugging away despite your feelings. That's a great help for so many of us, to know it's OK to be depressed, have down times and keep connecting with others anyway. Thank you, Nirvana, for all you share. And, as so many have already commented, boring, you are not. Sending much love xoxo
You are never boring! You are very brave to let everyone see the real you. Your honesty is so refreshing. we live in a world where people use social media to make there lives look amazing and that is fake. In the real world people battle depression and go through hardships.
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You can't be boring.
Love Love the dog collars. I feel your pain and hope that you start feeling better soon.
You help so many people, I hope u know that. Gina in lights
Getting ready to order charlottes web CBD for panic And Agoraphobia. Hope things look up. Hugs. ❤
Keep your chin up! Most of as have felt this at one time or lot lol. This is my time each year also. I was told with my PTSD that your body remember the trauma so I have to just push through a lot seasons. Sending you lots of love and prayers.
Se]nding you love love love! XOXOXO
Sending you sunshine!!! Gina in Lights
I have depression as well im on ciprlex 20mg. It helps with anxitey as well
I’m looking forward to spending Dec. with you. I’m not a big December fan, either. I just tolerate it.
And I did not have many carbs on Thanksgiving. Just saying.
Bad feeling pass, that’s a good thing. 😘
Im new to your channel. The first video i watched you talked about my fav topic SEX!!! Hahah I have to say i love you. You are sweet down to earth beautiful lady! You tell it like you see it and i love it! I can so relate to the depression part of life. I just have to keep my chins up and breath. At least that way i can say im still breathing. Hahaha i will keep you in my thoughts.
I'm so sorry you're not feeling well. Hope it all turns around soon, but I can certainly relate to the depression.
All you can be is you hun . It’s going to be a rollacoaster of emotions right now . We are here for you ❤️🌹
I can’t wait for your stuff that’s happening next month!!! It’s gonna be good!!!! Love u sister
I am proud of you Nirvana! Its not easy im sure to make videos while feeling this way. Keep pushin to make these kinda videos. I think it truely helps others know that this can be so normal. And thats ok. Ive been wanting to tell you of how proud i am of myself for how i ate during thanksgiving! The reason i want to share this with you is because you inspire me EVERYDAY! i have never taking any "diet" serious until i started watching you. I want to thank you from the bottem of my heart. I filled myself with only turkey and afterwards i had a big slice of sugar free pumkin pie. Never in a million years would i had thought i had the self control. But you know what it never felt like i was going without. Hope to see your beautiful amazing face soon. 🤗😙❤
When I'm feeling really low, I brainstorm and write whatever pops in my head. Doesn't matter if I squirrel it as long as I'm writing something down even if it's jibberish. Then I read it and burn it. It helps me to let go of a few bad thoughts at a time. I wish I was there Id give you a hug. You looked like you needed one. This too shall pass Nirvana. You will get your mojo back. Until then feel free to talk about how you feel don't worry about the haters,this is real and if they don't like it they can go to another channel right? You need this outlet gurl so use it. Love ya and hugs.
How could you NOT be miserable? It WILL get better!
I'm so sorry, I wish there was something we could do 💕.
This too shall pass.
Remember, you can't can on your monthly…. Just saying..
Love ya. Hugs
Sweetie you have so much change that is going on its going to depress you… Take your deep breaths and just do you boo!!! Love you from one Bipolar to another 😘😘